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23 December 2011 | 9:28 PM | 0Comment

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I couldn't really fake a smile right now. I disappointed my parents, teachers and family. Everyone was asking me. How many A's did i got ? I seriously feel like crying and say this " I DIDN'T GET STRAIGHT A'S OK " I already said to my self before getting the results " No matter how much i get, redha with it. Face it. I work hard for. and It will be worth it " But its not. I don't think worth it. I really really work hard for every subject . But i didn't manage to have good results. My result are just like a crap paper.

To see most of my friends have really really great results. At least I'm suppose to be happy for them. But i just can't. I'm not envy just that. I can't be happy or satisfied with my results. My mom and dad keep saying 
" why can't you score straight A's like most of your friends did. If they can, what stopping you ? " Ma and Pa. I'm so sorry. I can't bring you guys a smile . I know how dissappointed mom is.
Maybe teacher aznor is right " Look on the bright side, you have the advantage to score English. Somepeople have to struggle so hard to even pass the English paper. " Yes mybe she's right. I'm getting so much better after she texted me. Teacher Aznor is the best English teacher in the world :) and I really love her. She always make me feel better. She is my mentor :)

And I'm very happy for my friends who own very great results. As a Seri Perak student, I'm really happy for it. 32 students own 8A's . And i am very happy for my best friends Khar and Lichan and also my gay friend darrick, And Insyallah i will build up my strength and to work very very hard for SPM and I'm taking Account Class next year and sitting with my old buddy Fatin Syuhada.   

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