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Leave myself in a daydream }
06 August 2013 | 9:23 PM | 0Comment




Dear Willy,
more or less, i don't want to forget you and left your picture in my box of memories. But, i just had to. Honestly, i never felt this way before. Heart beating too fast, butterflies in my stomach, goose bumps and all at the same time. I thought there will still be hope, but i guess its too thin for me to believe. No matter how hard it is, i just gotta move on. If people ask me, " Don't you wannna be with him ? " , out of anything in the world ** YES. But i don't know. it seems like he don't want to give me a chance to get to know each other for real. I want to know you, from the inside everything about you. but can you please give me a chance ?

" I can't set my hopes too high, cause every hello end with a goodbye " . Now, i don't want even to believe in such thing called " hope " . and i still wonder why, am i really that ugly ? I don't want to fall in love, cause it hurt so badly. Then, i get so mad to people around me and hate my self more than my enemy. 

If you don't like what i'm doing, please tell me. In a good way or hatred. I don't care as long as I wake up from this daydream. Where i believe everything was real while its not. I need your answer. I do anything so we can get to know each other, but i know love can't be force. Let me be the one, who'll break and suffer, if your answer is pushing me away from your view.



love, 
Brown eye girl x


** except SPM. i'm not that dumb