#np Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus

" Don't you ever say, i'll just walked away, I will always want you.. " 

I am in the phase of moving on. To all those girls out there, who risk themselves to fall in love. There's this obstacle, called " hurt " . Some will fall into dried pools or happily swimming in it. idk, only time will tell whether he's the one or not. Well, lately i fall to a wrong guy, AGAIN. Yes, it hurt me to deepest frown i've felt, cried a lot, didn't eat. Those depression stuff, that would make normal people have mental issues.

Moving on. Two words that sound so easy. Easily said than done. Sometime i don't get it, am i really that ugly ? am i really that weird and gedik ? why did i fall ? why did i fall? why him? why did i confessed ? why i was so stupid to fall for a 14 years old ? These questions that i ask myself  everyday.
But you know what they say, " learn from your mistake " , if i didn't fall for him, i will meet a guy soon. Who's just like him and same thing will happen. But now, i've learned my lesson. This experience will teach me to avoid guys like him. And the rest other 5 guys that i wrongly fell for.

Its not going to be easy, but it will be worth it. Amir, your name would be a dust of thin air that i will exhale out of my heart soon. I can do this, i've been in this kind of stuff before :)

Love Always, 

Hanis Evelyn xx