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16 May 2014 | 8:46 AM | 0Comment 
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So, is this Zara Evelyn girl the same me or the alter ego inside me ?
tbfh, i cant answer that. This is what going on with my self that no one else or any fucking human being give a fuck to know. Well, maybe i just keep that a secret and hold it on to myself.
I just had to admit, i hate my self aka her name is Hanis and she lives in a small town. This Zara girl, is a whole lot different, she's edgy, doesnt really care about anyone but her self etc etc. All those traits that would never be in Hanis. I kinda like being Zara than Hanis. Cause she have a lot more awesome sassy personality than Hanis. To answer the question, who is Zara ?
another me trying to show up in college life. I kinda changed, but not really changed. I created another personality that could escape from being sucks part of me and i love it so much. She have more potential to stop me falling inlove from another jerk. I dont wanna fall, ever again. I found love with a band, and a sunshine that doesnt know i exist. To tell you the truth, i'm okay with this fanzone forever. Cause falling inlove made me sick and tired of the shit that would eat me on the inside. I'm just not that interested to like a guy and trying to be close with him anymore.
College start real soon, Pre Law. Will I succeed ? idek what to say anymore when i ask my self that question. As a lawyer maybe no, but my dreams ? I will make it come true. But who know i end up being a lawyer cause i love Law. We'll just wait and see how i could handle my destiny.
I promise my self to try hard and blog a lot, cause MUET would be tough shit :P
I am not mentally ready for all those MDS orientation shit. I hate stuff like that.
My rants doesnt make any sense anymore. I am not Hanis anymore, right.
Love Always,
Zara Evelyn xx
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